~SWV~ Please love me like how you use to years ago~

Monday, January 3, 2011
4:07 PM

New start 2011 & reflection of 2010

Today is 3rd Jan 2011. Its the 1st day of work in Yr 2011.

Reflecting back at Yr 2010, many things happened.
Jul - Buy iPhone 3
Aug - Left HLBM
Sep - Joined Club 21
Oct - As usual for routine
Nov - Left Club 21 & Join HM Advisory as Part-Time
Dec - Convert as Perm Staff in HM Advisory & Genting Trip during X'mas

Many parts and parcel went pass. Times fly. And now is into Yr 2011

What will I want for Yr 2011?

1) Fix my bike and go for inspection
2) Clear my bank loan
3) Settle down on my job and to perform well in my job.
4) Earn enough income to survive through my days
5) Turning 26 so should grow more mature in mind
6) Get my policy back
7) Get a life back
8) Learn driving
9) Complete my studies
and many many more.

But wanting so much but can i do it?
That will be another question. So now just 1 step at a time.

Just hope everything will goes well.

Labels: ~May all my wish comes true~

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Wednesday, July 8, 2009
9:19 AM

~Best wishes to u~

Recently my friend's father just passed away. He is a great man, a loving father, a nice man. Unfortunately he pass away too soon. But it was also a relief to him as he have been suffering from his cancer for many years. He pass away at home, but with a peaceful look on his face. Its the sign of relief.

Today is Bu's birthday. Deep in my heart i wish you all the best.It may seems to be your worst birthday from now on but please remember that your daddy is always with you and you have lots of friends around you and Kang is always beside you. Its the start of a new phrase of life for you and bless you with a more execiting future ahead of you. You are never alone.

Last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!

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Wednesday, June 17, 2009
9:11 PM

Thoughts of the day..

Sometime I wonder, is it the kind of environment bring up what you are today?

I was watching the Tv programme 双子星 wondering how Fann Wong can stand her "mother" so long for saying that she is not her daughter. If my mum is gonna keep saying that I'm not her own child I'll be sad. But I guess is the numbness that she can stand.

Somehow or rather I can understand. Is just like how numb I feels towards the bias that my mum have towards my sis. But if like my mum buy somethings for me then she will be very unhappy and start finding problem with me.

I have friends that cannot stand bit of bias no matter is from who. So she always wants to be in the centre of attraction. But sometimes I just do not understand why must she be like that.

Another thing is I wonder why I can always stay at home. I think as long as no one disturb me I can be home as many days as possible :p

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Saturday, June 13, 2009
9:59 PM

~Baby Destinee is borned~

Baby destinee was borned on 9th of june 0800hr at Thomson Medical Centre weight 3.33 kg head circumference 48cm. Very healthy. She is super cute. But very koh tak. She don't like to be touched. She makes noise when she sleep. She sounds like a cat when she makes noise. She is always sleeping in the day and awake at night. Night owl just like me. (^^)(v)

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Exam is always the most terrible period of the year. Can't go anywhere. Have to stay at home stdy. Then super stress as I couldn't really concentrate during the day. So what I can do is to sleep during the day so I can have full concentrate during the night when everyone is sound asleep. Througout this period I am just like a vampire. Then keep study till I wanted to die.

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Monday, June 8, 2009
1:48 AM

Hospitalisation

I have recently hospitalise due to some floaters seen from my eyes. Hospitalise from 20th May to 24th May 09. 1st time in my life hospitalise. It wasn't fun at all due to recent outbreak of H1N1. Patient are not allow to go down at all. Been hospitalise is like been in prison. You can't go anywhere at all. Everyday can only stay at your ward. Maximum you can walk is till the life area. Go to the vending machine there and get some snacks or coffee.

On 14th May 09 Thursday, after wearing contact lens I started to see floaters in my eyes. It seems like a scratch mark following my eye movement. Till 18th May 09 Monday, after falling asleep during class, when I woke up from my "sleep", I realise that my vision is in total blurness. Then half way through the lesson I left for home. The next day when i went work, I checked with my colleage that those weaing contact lens having the same problem? My FM say that floaters is common but blurness is not common. Thats when she keep asking me to go and see docter as it is eye area and should not take it lightly. I think if she didn't ask me to go I will never go till I turn blind.

Tuesday night after work I went to see my company doctor. As what the doc say, he could not see any problem with my eyes. Therefore he wanted to refer me to see the eye specialise. Not sure of if my company allow me to see a private eye specialise, I told the doc that I need to go back office to see what is my medical benefit. The doc agreed and ask me to give him a call the next day so he can help me to make a booking.

Expected, my company definately will not agree to go for private, thats when I call the doc and ask if its an urgent case and if it is then he have to write a letter to my company. The doc immidate reaction is he will help me to make bookings for government hospital eye specialise. What a lame doc right? Anyway unexpectedly, I got a appointment the very day itself in the evening. I got to leave work early to go to the GP to get my referal letter before I can go down to TTSH.

Who on earth will expect that that night to TTSH is the time when I will not be able to go home. Upon hearing that I have to be hospitalise, I almost cried. Or to say, I did cried. Why? Coz of my sis lah!! I called home to tell my mum that I have to hospitalise, when my sis heard she come and ask.. "ARE YOU SCARED?" who the hell will not be scared? It was all so sudden!! Thank god I didn't ride to TTSH that day.

That night around 10pm, my whole family came to TTSH. They took all my barang barang come. And it seems like I look perfectly fine.

Anyway I got optic neurtis. A kind of viral infection to my nerves that it swell up. But till now still unsure of what is the cause. Did lots of blood test and urine test. But result is all negative. Haiz. But thank god definately not cause by animals or contact lens. Saved!

Everyday my mum, bu & kang & my bf takes turn to come visit me. My mum will come everyday before 2pm and stay till about 4pm. Then bu, kang and my bf will come after 6pm. So during the interval? my sleeping time. Everyday just eat and slp. had become very fat during the 5 days hospitalisation.

Poor bu because of helping me to take my Lappy, she falls from my home stairs and got herself injured till now. I'm so sorry about that. But everyday in hospital is real boring. Can't do anything. Cannot study too coz cannot concerntrate. Everyday feeling very drousy.

Everyday 8am got to go down to eye clinic to see doc. Oh ya!! the stupid MRI scan is super ex!! a 30 mins scan cost about 900+!!

Throughout the whole hospitalisation, I did not wear the patient clothes. The only time I wear it is when I went for the MRI scan. The rest of the time?? NONO!!

Now due to the H1N1, no smoking is allowed as patient is not allow to go down unless going for clinic. So how to go smoke?? Run away from the hospital is the only way. Wanted to smoke so much that I have to go all the way to Novena Sq to smoke. How I manage to go out? Of coz easy lah, I not wearing the patient clothes mah.

Giving me option, I will never want to be hospitalise again!!!

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Friday, July 18, 2008
2:20 PM

一個美乃滋罐子跟兩杯咖啡的故事

一個美乃滋罐子跟兩杯咖啡的故事

這一天的哲學課，教授站上了講台
他卻不發一語，只是從講桌底下拿出了一個空的美乃滋瓶罐。
接著他拿出了一袋高爾夫球
他把整袋的高爾夫球塞進了美乃滋空罐裡
然後教授就問學生同不同意這個罐子已經是滿的了
學生們當然是同意。

接著，教授又從桌子下拿出了一杯小小的鵝卵石

他慢慢地把鵝卵石往罐子倒

邊倒邊搖，

不一會兒

所有的高爾夫球間的縫隙

竟也都填滿了鵝卵石。

這時，教授又問學生同不同意

這個美乃滋罐子已經是滿了？？？

學生當然是同意。

可是，話才剛說完

教授又從講桌底下拿出了一杯細沙子

教授又用同樣的方法

邊倒邊搖的把沙子填滿了鵝卵石之間的小縫隙。

教授又問了大家同不同意

這回罐子是真正的滿了？？？

同學說應該是全滿了，沒有空間了。

想不到同學才剛答完話

教授又從講桌下拿出了兩杯咖啡來

開始徐徐地往美乃滋罐子裡倒

直到兩杯咖啡全部到進罐子裡，一滴也不剩。

倒完咖啡後

教授笑著對同學們說：

『現在的美乃滋罐子才是真正的滿了啦。』

同學們也跟著笑了起來

就在整個教室的歡笑聲裡

教授說話了

『你們知道我今天做這個表演，是要告訴你們什麼嗎？

我是要用這個美乃滋罐來告訴你們一個道理

一個關於我們一生的哲理。

這個美乃滋空罐就是我們的人生

高爾夫球就是我們生命中的一些大事

例如：上帝，家庭，小孩，朋友，健康，還有你的摯愛。

生命裡沒有那些小鵝卵石或是沙子沒關係

可是要是缺了這些大事情

我們的生命根本沒有意義。

小小的鵝卵石就是我們生命中的其他的事情

例如：工作，房子，車子等等東西。

至於那細沙子就是我們生命中的小事

那些細微不重要的瑣事。

今天我的表演

如果是一開始就先把沙子灌滿美乃滋罐子

那就根本沒有空間好放入高爾夫球跟鵝卵石

同樣地，如果我是先倒鵝卵石

那也是會沒有空間好給高爾夫球。

我們的生命就是這樣的

如果你盡是把寶貴的時間花在細微的瑣事上

你就不可能有時間去處裡重要的事情。

所以，我們該多花時間去注意

那些會關係到我們快樂與幸福的事情

多跟我們的小孩一起

多去陪陪我們的父母、祖父母，多些時間給家人

多注意自己的身體健康

不要擔心家事做不完

不用擔心房子還沒粉刷

不要擔心花園還沒整理

我們會找到時間來做這些事情的

先多花些心思在那些重要的大事情上吧

生命只有一回

我們把事情的輕重緩急跟優先順序弄清楚

生命才會有意義

教授說到這裡

有個同學舉手了

教授，那兩杯咖啡又代表著什麼呢？

『我很高興你問這個，』教授回答道

這兩杯咖啡就是要告訴我們

不管我們的美乃滋罐看起來是裝得多滿

我們總是可以有空間跟朋友一起享受杯咖啡的！

我們的一生似乎總是這麼的忙

有這麼多的事情要處裡

似乎是一天的 24 小時總是不夠用？

如果你還是這麼想的話

想想『一個美乃滋罐子跟兩杯咖啡』的故事吧。

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